what will be my next step?

Be reality, what should i do in my next step? I want more and more students, anyone can help me about that? A very greedy teacher here, so sorry...

Yesterday, someone told me one thing seriously, my emotion has affected since these few months. She asked me to be aware of myself, as it is one of the serious cases. I was shocked with it, and just realized i have lost in the maze of life. I know this is life, a very suffering pathway, the tougher it is, the stronger i will be. Am i comforting myself, whether it is true or not, i am confused by myself.



Today, so busy, very early in the morning, i had to go out with mom to hospital for physiotherapy, then brought boon ho out for follow-up on his wound. So busy, i was just like a psychopathic guy, doing this and that. No matter how, i have to endure. I believe everything will be fine soon.

Going to start my class soon...... Today will be better......